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Wednesday, October 13th, 2004
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Obviously you can tell, but I've stopped writing in this for a very long time. If you wanna talk and such about anything IM me on Riona231 for AIM and garnetakadagger@hotmail.com for MSN..just tell me who you are or you'll be ignored. Love ya muchies.
P.S. I'll be commenting in some communities still though <3
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Sunday, December 28th, 2003
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 ¡Friends Only Now!
It's offical now, y'all. This is now offically a Friends Only Journal. Please don't be scared at all to comment. If you comment, asking to become a friend, I'll add you. I'm not mean, so no worries. This is going to be the last one to the public. So, if you'd like to read my entries, even comment would be nice and take the quizzes. Please comment and I'll be more then happy to add ya to my friends list. <3 <3 <3!! Those who are already on my friends list will stay on it. Dur :B
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Wednesday, December 24th, 2003
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Sunday, December 14th, 2003
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I had a weird dream. I went to this Haunted house, and I started going up these stairs. Suddenly out of nowhere Elizabeth Swann from POTC in her long red dress was up at the top of the flight of stairs and she started screaming and she looked like a ghost. She then tried choking me, and screaming still. Then I noticed my outfit changed into hers and she yelled "We're one!!"
I was freaked out obviously, then soon after we fought. Funny thing is that we fought in Final Fantasy style, like waited our turn and such. I won..whoooo then this little kid came up to me out of nowhere and was like, "Your parents aren't going to come so soon because of the snow.."
..Freaky thing..I woke up and I looked outside..it was snowing like 'ell...
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Thursday, December 11th, 2003
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Well It's still morning, and it's soon going to be the afternoon. As you can see, I've stayed home from school. I don't know why but like when I got up for school to get ready and such, I felt so terrible and I was like tearing.
So, my grandfather let me stay home. My parents are away down in Orlando, Florida having there own fun at Disney. That's something that makes me mad..they always go to such great vacations and they just go by themselves or with another couple friend.
Oh well, anyways I've got some quiz results to share for y'all. Whoo! *sneeze* Blah!! @@; I hope I'm not coming down with the flu, and I don't want to get a flu shot..I just hate needles and blood..they take to long Xx;
Well I'm off. I keep getting text messages from someone certain dunanananan...POOF!
( We try to take it slow, but we're still losing control! )
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Sunday, November 30th, 2003
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Bleh...I just finished my homework. Yey..I hate History..@@; making us do each section of a chapter in the textbook each night..whee..I forgot that I have a test in Math tomorrow though we're allowed to make index cards for it..:D cause we didn't spend so much time on it and the regents are coming up in January...bleh!
I seem to like saying bleh a lot..Lol :D Oh well. Anyways, I'm just bored and I decided to write on here..just to make you all happy..lol >> I don't think no one will read it. but yeah... :D Whoo!
 You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and creativity, and usually are highly intelligent. Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.
What Type of Soul Do You Have ? brought to you by Quizilla
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Thursday, November 27th, 2003
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| Subject: | :)! |
| Time: | 11:38 am. |
| Mood: | amused. | | Music: | No Doubt- It's My Life. |
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Happy Thanksgiving all!
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Saturday, November 22nd, 2003
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Okay...I've dizzy fro the past days. What do you guys think? Is it because of the stress or because of my eyes always looking at the computer screen..the thing is..I've been on the computer a lot since 7th grade and like I've never been like dizzy from this..so maybe the stress.
Wow I'm stressin so fucking much..it's killing me! I wish that I got so dizzy that I pass out and wake up in a hospital..I can't take it anymore..the stress is eating me ALIVE!!!
( ..Your silver grin.. )
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Wednesday, November 19th, 2003
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| Subject: | Wee :D! |
| Time: | 8:06 pm. |
| Mood: | relaxed. | | Music: | Stone Temple Pilots- Big Empty. |
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Today after lunch was my 5th period and I had fashion. My Fashion class today was probably the most best one. We had a subsitute not that it's a good or bad thing cause my original Fashion teacher is soo nice. Anyways, the sub was all nice to us girls and she gave us these chocolate like mints..fat free and sugar free and tasted good! Lol
After that we started talking about all the "naughty" stuff in Disney movies and other things. Then we fell into the subject about good movies of Disney..so I had to add in "Pirates of the Caribbean" :D~ Sexy Johnny Depp!
Anyways! After that we started talking about people that died during their acting on a movie set and all. We talked about Brandon Lee (Sadly died on the set of The Crow from what was suppose to be a fake blank bullet) :( I miss him sooo much!! Brandon! I misss youuu I bet others are too! RIP!! Mwah!!! :)!
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Wednesday, November 12th, 2003
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Well, I'm going to do something different then bitching today :)!!! Lol..I'm going to show you guys two new pictures of me..you can comment if you'd like..or should I say 'insult' from my ugliness Lol...BUT they're only going to be up for a little, then I'm taking them down..hehe >:D Also here are some newww quiz results..yey!
( Bewitching Beauty...Cloak thy eyes.. )
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Tuesday, November 11th, 2003
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Wee..Lyrics Time for a little :3
"I want you to remember A love so full it could send us all ways I want you to surrender All my feelings rose today And i want you to remain The power of children can amaze I'll try not to complain I know that's a pisser baby The chemicals between us The walls that lie between us Lying in this bed the chemicals displaced There is no lonelier state Than lying in this bed" - Bush/ Chemicals Between Us
Ahh how lovely..I'm bored as hell right now..and tired too...so probably right after this I'm going off to bed...for some reason I feel like someone certain is going to call me while I'm all snuggly for bed and all..heh.
This sucks! I have school tomorrow...even though I missed Monday and Tuesday was a holiday..hehe >> I guess you can say I'm at that state where I want to stay home everyday from school cause it sucks! :D Whoo!!
Anyways...I've been stressing on and off...crying on and off..shit like that. But whatever, I'm trying not to make a fucking big deal and come up with a well solution..which I think I know already but I want to make it a well one..so I'm going to get more help.
THANK YOU ALL FOR COMMENTING AND HELPING ME OUT <33333333
All my love out for y'all :)
Boy..I wish I had a lover like Eric Draven..lol cause the good flashbacks in the movie were SOOO ROMANTIC..makes me jealous and want to cry..Yes it is a movie, but I know someone in this world...is like that :(..heh
Anyways..Night MWAH! <33
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Saturday, November 8th, 2003
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Right Now I feel so much stress-free. Today I woke up at 9 and I got ready because my mother wanted me to go with her and she said I can get something from the mall...sounds spoil but I was helping her to get ready for tomorrow because she's having her 25th Anniversary Party ^^
So we went grabbed the chocolates for the party and stuff like that, then I went to FYE and got to buy The Crow on DVD and it's a collection type, so there's footage and deleted scenes...which I'm exciting..but must wait til 5 cause my friend is coming over (I'm bringing her as a guest to the party :D)
Anyways, yeah..things are starting to clear up like a cloudy sky goes to clear! Well Bye :)
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Wednesday, November 5th, 2003
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I can't keep going on like this...I'm being crushed from moment to moment with such harsh words, and not just by the one I loved..by the so called friends..not the friends I can't be friends with..heh tongue twister in a way..
Anyways, I was threatened I guess you can say..but I won't speak it here since it is personal between 3 other people..but so many rumors can just fuck up your friendship...that easily..in a snap..way fast
Life can just be so..ARGH! That you want to run away from it and go to a happy place..haha..wherever you go..and it may look like a happy scenery..inside..you don't feel the sameway..
I always want to run away from things..Yes, I am pathetic and weak..I just don't like taking the pain anymore..I'm over emotional with things..
I just want happiness..:(
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Tuesday, November 4th, 2003
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| Subject: | .... |
| Time: | 12:47 pm. |
| Mood: | enraged. | | Music: | Pink- You Make Me Sick. |
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I thought my day off would be going good, but it just ended up going downhill instead. I still have homework to do, well not much just a thing or two. Why Am I mad you ask? Because aren't you fucking sick when people tie you down and give you certain rules they want you to follow or else they feel they can't trust you no more? What the hell? Don't bring me down, you can't pull me down..you can't put rules for me!
Friends and Relationships always end up colliding like a car crash. Bashing together to kill one side...who do you want to choose? I want both! "But you can't" What the fuck!? Let me be myself and choose what I want to choose!! I can do this on my own..and if you can't deal with it then leave me be when all you want to do is bring me down into tears and run away!
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Sunday, November 2nd, 2003
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